NINE THIRTY AM

“Mmm.. that feels good”

There are few things better than getting woken up by being touched

Having the barely there sensation of someone enjoying my curves

My mounds

And the softness of my body

And to feel how much more they love it the longer they stroke 

And the harder they squeeze

How much I want the preamble to last but knowing I’m seconds away from wrapping and locking my legs tightly around his body

Sealing that warmth in with no way for him to escape

But why does my phone keep ringing?

It pulls me out of the moment every fucking time, making me feel like a god damn yo-yo

I want to enjoy the fingers that have flicked 

and teased 

and hardened my nipples

A place he plays with because he knows that shit drives me fucking wild

To enjoy the ticklish twitching my body makes as his hand draws an invisible line between my breasts 

To my belly button

Into my underwear playing with my little hairs

To connect with my parted lips that have been spread open in anticipation of his arrival

I love his hands that grip my hair tight and push my face into his because he knows 

He knows I’m about to scream 

His other fingers, now wet,  have pressed deeper inside me

Over 

And over  

To a rhythm that matches my heavy breathing

and I am not able to resist his beautiful handiwork 

And..damn it!

My phone!

My dear hands me my phone

My ex

My car, he needs it

But I can’t think because this man has not stopped experimenting in ways to make my body shake 

I’m gripping my phone tighter because..

Because..

Shit, I think I’m about to break it

An hour later

It’s 930 am

I have no regrets


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